Split in two. In three maybe. Alot of big changes going on in my life at the moment. The year so far has been characterized by changes. Mom has thaught me that change is something good. You shouldnt sit on the same chair at the dinner table or you should take another way home. Buy another cheese. Inte ruta in sig. So thumbs up for change. In certain amounts. I think I have been feeling this frustrated and sad cus there is alot to process. I am moving to another country, for a while, but still. I have never been away from friends and family more than a month. I talk to mom every day. I know, time to cut the umbilical cord. But thats my life. I could not be more happy about Åleseund, it feels so right and I'm so happy to have found someone to care for. My god, I am in love. Not just förälskad och bubblig i magen. Det här är verkliga känslor. Hej, jag är ju asglad och lycklig. It's just alot going on. Förlora jobb och lämna mitt egna fina hem. I just think that this needs to sink in. I just need to accept being in the low low ett tag tills det släpper. Vilken himla tur att jag har en Anna här ofta och en skypekärlek att snackas med om kvällarna. Och vilken himla tur att jag har en mamma som är bäst.