This is the day of our lives

So i was thinking this morning. I thought about alot of stuff, as usual. I am a thinker in to the bone marrow, don't actually know if that saying exists in English, ända in i benmärgen. But anyhow, so I'm a thinker. I think alot. I sometimes thinks things over way too much. But this morning I thought about life and it's enormous assets. We live in this soon to be dead world and I can easily imagine that a big per cent of people is unhappy. Right? We have times in our lives when everything is a big mess and totally fucked up, but not always. Some people just makes their life a big ekorrhjul of sadness or madness. I think that we should appriciate life more, celebrate life way more, live our lives to that extent that when we are 80 years old we should die from tiredness. As I wrote a couple of days ago I can be very inrutad in certain things, like now. I have a small panic lingered around me about money and if I will be able to travel this fall. I think about it constantly and it makes me go nuts. Today I came to the conclusion that if I wont be able to save that amount of money that I thought from the start, I just wont. Then I will either prospone the trip or I will have to exept the fact that I can't go. In any case I will be proud of myself that I don't spend a krona extra. I am a real Snål-Verner and thats a new side of me. I will do my best and pray it will be enough. So folks, heja livet! Man lever bara en, två gånger. Think of that when you're crying about those shoes you can't afford. A parenthesis : You can cry about stupid things like shoes and stuff sometimes. It's perfectly ok. Men kom ihåg, livet du lever just nu kommer aldrig tillbaka. Aldrig.